Useless
Friday, February 1, 2013, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Sometimes..
I would suddenly feel that I don't seem to fit in to this world..
Those are the times when you feel like you are useless
you feel like you're not talented, neither can you do a lot of things right
you feel tired, exhausted
you feel like jumping into bed and sleep all day without doing nothin'
you feel like running away from the world
I came home today, after a activity, competition in school
A competition of blowing out a pretty plum tree, and writing Chinese Calligraphy for Chinese New Year
We compete in pairs
Every year the same group wins, because one of them is very great in writing the Calligraphy ((I thought I remembered there was only 1 prize
This year, my sister won... Some others of my friends won ((This year 3 for higher secondary n 5 for the lower forms
I was hoping for a chance, just once, for the last year in secondary, that I could win
But still...
Yep I came back home...
After thinking, I could only say that I am good in crochet, sewing and maybe knitting..
I can't think of any other things I'm good in
You know the feeling? Suddenly felt as if I were useless, and could only do these small things..
Although I know, those that dunno how to do these would admire me..
I still feel small.....
Yeah I'm not that great after all..
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